Snooki (real name Nicole Polizzi) admits her heartbreak with boyfriend Jionni was a major low.
“I wanted to kill myself, I was upset, I was crying, I just wasn’t in my element,” Snooki said in a new interview with Reality TV magazine. “The fact that my fans are still standing by me through this whole thing – I appreciate it.”
Tonight in Jersey Shore 4, episode 9, viewers will see Jionni leave Italy earlier than planned from his visit to Snooki, after one argument too many. (The couple reunited in season 5 in Seaside Heights, which has also been filmed but not yet screened.)
Jersey Shore season 4 was filmed over May and June 2011, so now as they watch it each week, Snooki and boyfriend Jionni LaValle have to relive the traumas their relationship went through. Now she says things are “awesome” between them.
But back then, Snooki said she seriously considered suicide after breaking up with Jionni, and having to deal with her co-star Mike Sorrentino’s accusations that she cheated on Jionni with him. She also hooked up with Deena and hopped in bed with Vinny and had a well publicized crash into an Italian police car.
No wonder poor Snooki was so upset, and we still have to see most of that on our TV screens, as Jersey Shore Season 4 airs Thursdays at 10pm ET/PT on MTV.